- dying alone
- answering phones
- spinal injury
- tall stacks of loans
- hair falling out til i go buy a wig
- standing too close to strangers at gigs
- wasting time
- spending time
- losing my spot in the grocery line
- becoming so sick that i lose my friends
- having to start my life over again
- losing myself and losing you
- all the things i forget to get to
- waking up early
- waking up late
- post-lobotomized debate
- waking up sweaty in a hot car
- forgetting who my parents are
- people in bands,
- people on screens
- being a terrible human being
- getting lost in shopping malls
- a life of making judgement calls